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I always thought no reality is to be judged unless one has lived right inside it’s parameters or is extremely acquainted to it’s most insignificant detail (in my unfortunately pure subjective interpretation this circumstance is never to be created). I remember I’ve experienced this very struggle before. I mysefl have already been inside this terible anguish sometime in the past but not yet this intensively. I couldn’t help  what so ever from incarcerating myself right tween the very embracive arms of this tornmentive ordeal. Anyway this is not the issue here. The actual concern is  understanding the reson behind all actions either socialy acceptable or not. It is about seing and accepting the circumstancial slice of reality inside wich a certain person is at the time of taking certain actions upon one’s self.
The very core of my current thought is the actual propitiation with the sometimes necesary abruption of … beauty, rightfullness, inteligence or even unsullied sweetness when the contendingly assumtion of real, deserved, plausible purpose lack arises. It is for about the first time I feel the encounter of this need! (because it actually feels as a genuine bio-need). I’m more than sure (not to mention the bit of shame) that this very feeling I’m experiencing this instant is nothing more, neither anything less than a common remain of humanoid primitive thinking. Be it as it may, I can for the firts time see that behind the beastlyest act may lie the most wonderfull, enriching, noble sentiments ever. Yet again, the sanity of the mind generating all of these energy forms (thoughts, ideas) is still the one questionble issue!
It gives me both great joy and deep sorrow to comprehend that somebody has already walked this mile. I feel both sad and happy to ascertain this very impugnable truth.

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